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| r2 | 1 | [[분류:수필]] |
| r1 (새 문서) | 2 | Oh, pain! Thy has dragged me into the darkest, deepest part of your inner soul. |
| 3 | I compulsorily traced thee trace, reverse to my own vision and against and opposing to | |
| 4 | my will. I was cramped under thy weight burdening my own soul, causing me to sink | |
| 5 | deeper and deeper down the crust of doom, finally encountering overwhelmers to have | |
| 6 | me unconscious. I have begged, appealed to cease these leading to my ultimate; still have | |
| 7 | I been ignored wholly by your careless own. If thought, that is controlling my | |
| 8 | body to action, you were controlling my thoughts to initiate my body to your purpose. | |
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| 10 | Oh, for the sake of god, that I do not believe, you may instantly discontinue this | |
| 11 | misfortune that I recently encountered! As the pain is too mighty for me to | |
| 12 | handle, as I struggle to survive, resist, and endure, idiosyncratically I am beginning | |
| 13 | to deep down to the swamp of never-ending nightmares that come to | |
| 14 | face me every dawn, however I would never be able to efface that memory | |
| 15 | off my brain. | |
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| 17 | O mighty pain, do not let me be the floccinaucinihilipilification | |
| 18 | of thee, as present is already drowning out my blood out of my veins | |
| 19 | and ideality out of my head. I never intended to be your nemesis, as I have | |
| 20 | always lived with your own self and knew you were necessary for the useless | |
| 21 | me. But, now, pray leave me alone. | |
| 22 | ||
| 23 | This overwhelming pain has already cut | |
| 24 | into my skin and reaching for my inner.... oh, it has saturated me with despair! | |
| 25 | oh despair – despair that makes me desperate to crawl out of this flooding | |
| 26 | pain. and then it would come — the drought — the drought of my feelingness | |
| 27 | and emotions and memory – all merged into a large group of negativity — which | |
| 28 | does nothing to me but to kill, murder, and crush me ’till my death. | |
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| 30 | Pain bruised and tore up my skin, exposing unprotected insides of me, and enjoyed | |
| 31 | it. Thy joy shuddered the meaningless world and crumbled; then broke my bones and | |
| 32 | powdered what was left of me. Blood splattered on either side of thee, yet you | |
| 33 | lacked conscience because it didn't exist in your science; Then you maintained your | |
| 34 | pain upon me and still intensifying, and at last the degree reached its maximum; | |
| 35 | ||
| 36 | I came to face the ultimate end that was waiting for me from the start — starting | |
| 37 | me every time you come to meet me, keeping me alive although I wanted death, | |
| 38 | however, making me conceive the pain equilibrium of grasping into the area of | |
| 39 | death, between the boundaries of life and death. I was weavered by own yourself. | |
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| 41 | If thy do not decide the end of this ongoing pain upon me, I shall finally fall off the | |
| 42 | cliff of life, into the descent of madness, which I am already seeming to suffer in | |
| 43 | concurrent realm, simultaneously desperately wanting, oh craving for escaping this | |
| 44 | roundabout that never seems to end, so that, I express my willingness to you, | |
| 45 | whom does not seem to fancy the idea of mine. | |
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| 47 | There, I would want to break the | |
| 48 | eternal cycle of upturning wheel of pains of life, but as I am nearing the area of | |
| 49 | death, that is, the end of life, due to you causing me to, adjoining my side with | |
| 50 | the demon beside; I have crashed into the walls of fate, shattering my soul and body, | |
| 51 | yet without nourishment at all. Here may I end the assertion, for I am losing my | |
| 52 | mind every moment. |