Pain(r1판 RAW)

Oh, pain! Thy has dragged me into the darkest, deepest part of your inner soul.
I compulsorily traced thee trace, reverse to my own vision and against and opposing to
my will. I was cramped under thy weight burdening my own soul, causing me to sink
deeper and deeper down the crust of doom, finally encountering overwhelmers to have
me unconscious. I have begged, appealed to cease these leading to my ultimate; still have
I been ignored wholly by your careless own. If thought, that is controlling my
body to action, you were controlling my thoughts to initiate my body to your purpose.

Oh, for the sake of god, that I do not believe, you may instantly discontinue this
misfortune that I recently encountered! As the pain is too mighty for me to
handle, as I struggle to survive, resist, and endure, idiosyncratically I am beginning
to deep down to the swamp of never-ending nightmares that come to
face me every dawn, however I would never be able to efface that memory
off my brain.

O mighty pain, do not let me be the floccinaucinihilipilification
of thee, as present is already drowning out my blood out of my veins
and ideality out of my head. I never intended to be your nemesis, as I have
always lived with your own self and knew you were necessary for the useless
me. But, now, pray leave me alone.

This overwhelming pain has already cut
into my skin and reaching for my inner.... oh, it has saturated me with despair!
oh despair – despair that makes me desperate to crawl out of this flooding
pain. and then it would come — the drought — the drought of my feelingness
and emotions and memory – all merged into a large group of negativity — which
does nothing to me but to kill, murder, and crush me ’till my death.

Pain bruised and tore up my skin, exposing unprotected insides of me, and enjoyed
it. Thy joy shuddered the meaningless world and crumbled; then broke my bones and
powdered what was left of me. Blood splattered on either side of thee, yet you
lacked conscience because it didn't exist in your science; Then you maintained your
pain upon me and still intensifying, and at last the degree reached its maximum;

I came to face the ultimate end that was waiting for me from the start — starting
me every time you come to meet me, keeping me alive although I wanted death,
however, making me conceive the pain equilibrium of grasping into the area of
death, between the boundaries of life and death. I was weavered by own yourself.

If thy do not decide the end of this ongoing pain upon me, I shall finally fall off the
cliff of life, into the descent of madness, which I am already seeming to suffer in
concurrent realm, simultaneously desperately wanting, oh craving for escaping this
roundabout that never seems to end, so that, I express my willingness to you,
whom does not seem to fancy the idea of mine.

There, I would want to break the
eternal cycle of upturning wheel of pains of life, but as I am nearing the area of
death, that is, the end of life, due to you causing me to, adjoining my side with
the demon beside; I have crashed into the walls of fate, shattering my soul and body,
yet without nourishment at all. Here may I end the assertion, for I am losing my
mind every moment.