| r3 | ||
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| r2 | 1 | [[분류:수필]] |
| r3 | 2 | Oh, pain! Thy has dragged me into the darkest, deepest part of your inner soul. I compulsorily traced thee trace, reverse to my own vision and against and opposing to my will. I was cramped under thy weight burdening my own soul, causing me to sink deeper and deeper down the crust of doom, finally encountering overwhelmers to have me unconscious. I have begged, appealed to cease these leading to my ultimate; still have I been ignored wholly by your careless own. If thought, that is controlling my body to action, you were controlling my thoughts to initiate my body to your purpose. |
| r1 (새 문서) | 3 | |
| r3 | 4 | Oh, for the sake of god, that I do not believe, you may instantly discontinue this misfortune that I recently encountered! As the pain is too mighty for me to handle, as I struggle to survive, resist, and endure, idiosyncratically I am beginning to deep down to the swamp of never-ending nightmares that come to face me every dawn, however I would never be able to efface that memory off my brain. |
| r1 (새 문서) | 5 | |
| r3 | 6 | O mighty pain, do not let me be the floccinaucinihilipilification of thee, as present is already drowning out my blood out of my veins |
| 7 | and ideality out of my head. I never intended to be your nemesis, as I have always lived with your own self and knew you were necessary for the useless me. But, now, pray leave me alone. | |
| r1 (새 문서) | 8 | |
| r3 | 9 | This overwhelming pain has already cut into my skin and reaching for my inner... oh, it has saturated me with despair! oh despair – despair that makes me desperate to crawl out of this flooding pain. and then it would come — the drought — the drought of my feelingness |
| 10 | and emotions and memory – all merged into a large group of negativity — which does nothing to me but to kill, murder, and crush me ’till my death. | |
| r1 (새 문서) | 11 | |
| r3 | 12 | Pain bruised and tore up my skin, exposing unprotected insides of me, and enjoyed it. Thy joy shuddered the meaningless world and crumbled; then broke my bones and powdered what was left of me. Blood splattered on either side of thee, yet you lacked conscience because it didn't exist in your science; Then you maintained your pain upon me and still intensifying, and at last the degree reached its maximum; |
| r1 (새 문서) | 13 | |
| r3 | 14 | I came to face the ultimate end that was waiting for me from the start — starting me every time you come to meet me, keeping me alive although I wanted death, however, making me conceive the pain equilibrium of grasping into the area of death, between the boundaries of life and death. I was weavered by own yourself. |
| r1 (새 문서) | 15 | |
| r3 | 16 | If thy do not decide the end of this ongoing pain upon me, I shall finally fall off the cliff of life, into the descent of madness, which I am already seeming to suffer in concurrent realm, simultaneously desperately wanting, oh craving for escaping this roundabout that never seems to end, so that, I express my willingness to you, whom does not seem to fancy the idea of mine. |
| r1 (새 문서) | 17 | |
| r3 | 18 | There, I would want to break the eternal cycle of upturning wheel of pains of life, but as I am nearing the area of death, that is, the end of life, due to you causing me to, adjoining my side with the demon beside; I have crashed into the walls of fate, shattering my soul and body, yet without nourishment at all. Here may I end the assertion, for I am losing my mind every moment. |